Losing it...

Whenever I feel like I'm losing it, I take a moment and reflect. Back to a time when things weren't so cut and dry. See before my son was born, I had no priorities. It was just me. Now, well... I can't go off on the deep end cause I have to look out for another person. No matter what I do, or say, he will still have to be taken care of. No ifs, ands nor buts. See having children is an instant reality "pill". Once you have them, your life will never, ever, never be the same. It's like GOD said okay, this is the real world now. I think I'm a good mommy, but I can be better. Hell, we can all be better parents. But, we're human and the sacrificies we make is nothing compared to the joy that our children bring us. Well at least, that's how I feel. I feel as though children are special because you have someone in your life that was very recently in the presence of GOD. I definately know that my child was by GOD's side before he was born. That's why they seem like little angels. Sent here to show us unconditional love. To show us just how GOD loves us and why. And while as parents, we may get frustrated or irritated, in the end we still have to recognize. We have to see GOD everytime we look at our children. And well... at the end of every day and the beginning of every morning, that thought reminds me to say Thanks...