Toss and Turn...

When I don't sleep with you that's all I do... Toss and Turn... I've even tried to sleep with someone else, but I all I do is toss and turn... And I'm beginning to loathe sleep once again. Simply because I don't get it that often and when I do, I often toss and turn. Last night I was force fed all of these weird dreams. In which none of them made sense. I must've had a lot on my mind... And then the stomach aches from the lack of sleep or the intense emotional roller coaster that my mind is on...

I don't know why, but when you hold me, life seems so complete. I can finally rest. Am I scared??? Am I lonely?? I don't know why I'm so uneasy... Maybe I need to stop smoking....