Where did you go?

I don't like disappearing acts. Never have. I never liked magicians. I don't think they are magical at all. Just a bunch of tricks and games. Not much for games. Don't like to play them, not much good at them. I was hoping that you were being genuine. Maybe I was wrong. Every time I break "my rule" I regret it. But I'm human. I do have feelings. Believe it or not, there is more to me then clothes and Strawberry Shortcake. I have a heart. I'm a woman. I feel what other women feel. My motives are always true. I don't practice to deceive, then why are others always trying to deceive me? I will never trust because I just don't know how to give anyone a chance. Or maybe all the chances are gone. I feel like a turtle hiding in my shell. Afraid to come out and greet the world. There is a reason why I keep my distance.

What bothers me is that I was feeling you. I mean I thought you were cool. I can tell in a few minutes if I like you or not. I was digging you. But oh well! Life goes on. And I can't stop my life for you or the likes of you. Just know you were on my brain. And now, well, you're not there anymore.

Peace out!