Being a Mother...

Has to be the hardest job ever. Forget about the dangerous and challenging jobs you seen on TV. This job is a life time commitment with little or no financial gain. I often wonder what my life would be like if I didn't become a mother. Probably dull and boring. At least I have a three year old to share my bed every night. I know all yall single girls is jealous. You don't know what you missing. But seriously, some folks really want to have children and they can't. Well, it's a constant challenge. I'm always wondering if I'm doing the right thing. Am I being the best mother I can be. To be honest, I'm tired a lot of the time. Being a single mother takes it's toll. It's definately a two person job. But some times you have to deal with what GOD gives you. I have a beautiful child, I guess it's just me and him. When he's away, I miss that little body next to me. He's all I have.