Sleep Maids

So...it's really not late. It's actually kinda early. Often times I wake up at 4:30 or 5am. Someone once told me I nap. I will say that may be true. In my quest to get rest I've found I have sleep anxiety. Lol. When we sleep we have what I call "sleep maids". They go through your brain and store all your brain's activities for that day. For some reason my sleep maids love to go through my pending schedule and diagnose just what I have to do the next day. So instead of dreaming of love and hot guys I'm actually dreaming of work I have to do. My sleep maids are very efficient. They also tell me EXACTLY how to do it and resolve any creativity and construction issues I may have. It makes me very productive the next day but it csn be exhausting. I never get rest. People often ask how I can be so fast in my work. Well it's because in my mind I've done it already. So the next day im in robot mode. Sleep is alsothe time when some creative visions come to me. If I ever get a creative block or my work frustrates me I go to sleep. Only way I can refocus. But I wake up so tired. That's because my mind worked all night. It's not that bad but often I find that it makes me odd. I also can't sleep on demand. Smh. I often lay in the bed for hours. I've tried everything that can be bought over the counter. Nothing works. I don't think my sleep maids would appreciate prescription sleep aids. They wouldn't know what to do with a night off. I sometimes envy those that don't have sleep maids. Idk maybe God realized I need help.