I can't sleep tonight. Mad thoughts on my brain. Sometimes things have a way of getting miscommunicated. I try to always get the record straight with folks. You never know who you are meeting. On that note I'm gonna write what's been on my brain.
I'm sorry that things went in a diffent direction. Some things were said that I truly didn't mean. Emotions and anger got the best of me and I drove away good peeps. I can't make you see that I'm a cool person and that things just got blown out of proportion. Hopefully one day, you'll realize it. I hate to burn bridges, especially those that I enjoy crossing. I rarely meet people that I can relate to and talk to with ease. Conversating with you makes my brain relax and my heart smile. However, emotions have a way of making folks apprehensive. I guess it's part of being human. My complex nature has a way of scaring people. I didn't mean anything by it. Now I find myself wishing I could take it all back. If you could just listen to what I have to say, then maybe we can resolve this "misunderstanding"

I miss my son. He's away this week with his auntie and nanna. Yes, I have a momma's boy. He's so protective of his mommy. And yes he sleeps in my bed. So today's thought is dedicated to my 2 yr old husband.

I have two weeks to go before this fashion show and I'm beginning to feel a little stressed. Just a tad bit. I have a ton of clothes to make, my models are definately getting on my nerves, and I hate my job. I'm having a difficult time concentrating on a lot of stuff. Just can't seem to focus. Hopefully, all of these nervous butterflies will calm down. All of a sudden, I'm scared.