Torn...

A friend of mine told me I flip-flop. Meaning, I never stay too focused on one person for too long. Hmmm? I can see that being true. I often want everything here and now. I've never been one to ease into anything. Which brings me to my thought. I really don't know how to proceed. I know what's in my heart and what I feel, but how can I make someone understand that? How can I let someone know that they stir my soul and release my inner most passions? Sometimes it seems like I'm fighting an uphill battle. Am I giving up too easy? Am I giving "us" a chance? Am I wanting something I can't have? Am I pondering too much? I'm always in thought. But this time the answer is not necessarily what I'm looking for.

Today I'm shouting out all the DJ's in my life. And I know a lot of them.

DJ Diamond K
DJ QuickSilva
DJ Shawn Caesar (for all the old school heads)
DJ Marc Henry
DJ Scottie B
DJ TyFlex
DJ Mike Crosby
DJ Reggie Reg

Keep keeping the party amped. And the next time you DJ, give a moment of silence and toss those lighters up for one of the lost soldiers. Jam Master Jay