I was up late last night. Sewing. For the next 3 days it will be no sleep for me. Too much to do, no time to do it in. And of course when times get hectic like that, I do a lot of thinking. Maybe too much thinking! And to top it off, I didn't sleep too well last night. My son's room is hot so he's sleeping in my bed. How does a six year old take up more room in my bed then a grown man? I don't get it. I was tempted to give him the bed and I sleep in the living room. Man!! But it was colder in my room, so I opted to be uncomfortable. Well at least until I fell asleep. I am tired so most of my morning is a blur... Sometimes I can't believe the things I committ myself to. I guess I need to say no... But when the offer of money comes in, well that's not much you can do but take it. Especially being the person I am. And constantly trying to make a dollar out of 15 cents. Damnit! I got bills...And I'm sitting here trying to remember where they all came from! Hmmmmm??? Don't know...

It's early in the morning and I'm listening to one of my DJ's newest CD's. It's the Jive R&B Cd... I listen to it every morning. The truck I drive has a limited selection of CD's in the changer, and well... Let's just say I'm always listening to that damn CD. I don't know what this entry is about this morning. I just felt like crap... I'm tired, moody, and a little down... I was hoping that the CD that I listen to every morning would cheer me up... No such luck... I'm trying not to think too much this morning... Some how I think that would make me feel worse. I was reminded over the long weekend that I really have no life... Work is not life people... It's work!!!