Take a second...

Lately, I've been stressed. I just don't know what to do about things. If it wasn't for the "Chocolate Factory", I would've been lost it. I listen to it everyday at work. See now a days, music isn't quite the same it use to be. When is the last time you could listen to an entire album and like every song. The Chocolate Factory includes a bonus CD called LoveLand. That CD alone is better then a lot of peoples main album. Three words, GO COP IT!!! If you have the dough, also get the bootleg copy. The bootleg version I have is different from the album and includes song that the regular album doesn't have. I cannot remember the last time when I HAD to buy the album and the bootleg. I gotta say it, R Kelly has produced one of the best albums of the year. It's an instant classic.


Peace...
The Black Butterfly

Losing it...

Whenever I feel like I'm losing it, I take a moment and reflect. Back to a time when things weren't so cut and dry. See before my son was born, I had no priorities. It was just me. Now, well... I can't go off on the deep end cause I have to look out for another person. No matter what I do, or say, he will still have to be taken care of. No ifs, ands nor buts. See having children is an instant reality "pill". Once you have them, your life will never, ever, never be the same. It's like GOD said okay, this is the real world now. I think I'm a good mommy, but I can be better. Hell, we can all be better parents. But, we're human and the sacrificies we make is nothing compared to the joy that our children bring us. Well at least, that's how I feel. I feel as though children are special because you have someone in your life that was very recently in the presence of GOD. I definately know that my child was by GOD's side before he was born. That's why they seem like little angels. Sent here to show us unconditional love. To show us just how GOD loves us and why. And while as parents, we may get frustrated or irritated, in the end we still have to recognize. We have to see GOD everytime we look at our children. And well... at the end of every day and the beginning of every morning, that thought reminds me to say Thanks...